I Won’t

I won’t remember what I said. What you said in the heat of the moment. It will never matter why. The 100’s of text messages asking you to stay. How much I needed you. What it was that started the argument. I won’t remember what I wore. Your sad eyes when you left. I sawContinue reading “I Won’t”

Hated

He was begging they lie asking for pity. They kept preaching forgiveness. All conclusions provided crystal clarity That I wasn’t God. I was only human. I didn’t not have that kind mercy Nor that kind of compassion for grieving My death while I was alive. Somethings aren’t redeemable on earthly laws. That was something heContinue reading “Hated”

Twin Flame

He is on my mind from sun up till sun down. Everything about life has turned into a distraction. Keeping myself busy cause I know I love him but I can’t love him. I don’t know how you can feel so intense. Feel like you met your own reflection but its like he doesn’t seeContinue reading “Twin Flame”

She Didn’t

It was that she didn’t know how to tell you, she just thought you were dirty, so she decided she didn’t want to suck your dick. You kept calling her a whore and slut but kept asking for nudes and sexting- she figured your wasting her time, so she decided she didn’t want to suckContinue reading “She Didn’t”

Acceptance

I knew what I wanted more than anything. Not money. Not luxury. I wanted his time. I wanted his company. I wanted jokes and morning sunrises And to figure out all the things that makes his eyes twinkle. I wanted patience. I wanted love. I wanted him happy. Even if it wasn’t me. That IContinue reading “Acceptance”